Disgusted

Looking at my draft box, I noticed that I have alot of blogs which are half completed. sigh~~ what a pity.
I cant help but to express my out most disgust and disappointment in Malaysia traffic polices. A friend of mine related this story to me and this is how it goes...

Jennifer a pretty young student who works part time as a model(not her real name) was travelling along MRR2 highway and was slightly speeding as she was in a rush to her destination. It was a hot afternoon and our beloved country traffic policemen decided that they were running low on cash and had no money to "minum coffee" so a roadblock was set up to prey on speeding vehicles. Well, poor Jennifer was shocked by the sudden roadblock and praying to god that she wont be stopped as she slowly drives pass the policeman. Well, I have to compliment our policemen are reeeallly sharp and asked her to stop by the side of the road. A police officer came up and asked her to show some paper work and questioned why did she speed and wanted to issue a ticket. Well, of course Jenny was explaining that she was in a hurry hoping the officer would give her a chance. The officer hinted that he needed some "cash" in order to let her go (SUCH NERVES!), so Jenny was looking into her purse but she had only RM10 note left. The officer shook his head in disbelief and said that RM10 is not enough to let her go. So Jenny was worried because she thought the policemen would issue a ticket to her but noooo, to her disbelief the FUCKING, mother fucker faggot officer said he`ll let her go if she showed him her boobs!!! Being a young girl she was terrified and didn't know what to do, so she complied. The officer didn`t stop there and wanted to grab her, luckily Jenny was sensible to smack his hands away. The police officer than let Jenny drove away.

After hearing what has been related to me I was totally shocked numb! The very existence of policemen are to enforce the law and protect the public but they are doing the very opposite! IN BROAD day LIGHT! What if the incident took place during the night? What would happen to Jenny? and this is not the only case, it seems it has happen to another of my personal friend. What has the Malaysian police force become?!

So people out there. Just pay for your mistake and take the ticket! Some Malaysian policemen are juuust damn low life!

MNS #4

Yet another chapter of MNS.

How often have you felt that things are not the way it was as it is before? Did you change? Did the environment change? Did the circumstances change? Recently, this thoughts have been appearing frequently in my head.

Not too long ago, I was attending a dinner by a man who called himself Guru Alan. He said that in life we always have to make decisions. We have options - to be happy or sad. The decision to take things with a smile or a decision to take things with a frown. Isn't life too short to live in sadness?


Define love. Up till now, I have not seen anything that properly describe this word. Am I capable of such a complex emotion? Is there no more tolerance and patience? Is there no more understanding? Did I mentioned that I have not seen anything properly describing this word? - I was wrong.

1 Corinthians 13 - Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails.


This has became the only source I know that I have complete faith in.

The road to my vision, my mission and my goal is a road filled with darkness. I do not, and never will know what will unfold when I take the next step. But yet... I pray I will walk in faith and if I ever stray, bring me back. I have a goal, a mission and a huge vision. I have just one life to complete it.