October

August Blues, September Rains ... October is a couple of days away.
Questioning what's October theme?
Bitter cold breezes blew past me along with time and I realize life's just a joke and death is just a destination we are all walking to. Between the period of journeying from different spaces and phases while our body rot by the days. Deteriorating....
Often trap, a captive of our own memories. Now, as I finally leave on my own jorney, I wonder if I will see you on the other side again. After all the boys and girls that we’ve been through. Would I give it all up? Could I give it all up?

Oh babe where art thou heart? Lost thy hope slandered across the barbed wires between the border fences of fantasy and reality. Happiness is from within, and if we ever place this completely on an individual hands it will rot. True happiness comes from yourself, not from anyone else. So don't let anyone tell you what you can't achieve. You have something in mind.. go grab it.

October ..... Dreams

Speech-less

I can’t believe what you said to me
Last night when we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I’ll never talk again
Oh girl you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

I can’t believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreamsa

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
She's gonna get you and after she’s through
There’s gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it’s complicated
But I’m a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

I’ll never talk again
Oh girl you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless so speechless

I’ll never love again,
Oh friend you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

Hooow?
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow

Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow

And after all the drinks and bars that we’ve been to
Would you give it all up?
Could I give it all up for you?

And after all the boys and girls that we’ve been through
Would you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?

If I promise to you girl
That I’ll never talk again
And I’ll never love again
I’ll never write a song
Won’t even sing along

I’ll never love again
So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless
Why you so speechless, so speechless?

Will you ever talk again?
Oh girl, why you so speechless?
You’ve left me speechless

Some women may follow me
But you choose “death and company”
Why you so speechless? Oh oh oh

- taken and edited - LadyGaga, Speechless

Nature dreams

Who leaves the Seeds?
For you to find?
Follow him and you will see
a Treasure there...

Then plant the seeds...
And help them Grow...
It may seem like a dream..
But things are not what they seem..
Now begins a new adventure for you!

Living in the forest trees
For such a very very long time..
There you'll be in your dream
In that furry cozy bus

Rain Tumbles down..
The bus is Late..
Don't be afraid..
Just open your umbrella wide
Your umbrella for him..
watch him play in the rain..
Now begins a new a new adventure for you!

Faith of a Master seed, Can move mountains

Think when you were still a kid
Everything was POSSIBLE
You put the blanket over your back - then you became superman
You take your mom's broom and ride on it - then you became a witch
You climb up the tree not knowing that you might fall
You simply MADE IT, you back then had the passion, faith of succeeding
You just had an IDEA and made it happened because you BELIEVE
You were then, creative with a strong believe
You were fearless and concentrated on your believes
As you became an adult, things seems to be a little different
When you failed in your EXAM
You think " I can never make it"
When you hit the slumps,
Then you think "maybe I'm not cut out for this"
When you want to start a business, you think "maybe it's not as easy"
When you are already in the business,
You heard someone says do not take risk
Then when you have that brilliant idea
That can create more jobs for the poor,
Create a better future for yourself.. for everyone else
And you said " I am not sure"
You are still creative but with more doubt
Years later, you heard someone had the same idea as you and succeeded
His action - He puts his idea into reality
The you started to think,
How I wished I had taken actions that years ago
Think when you were a KID
If that idea came by when you were still a kid,
could you have taken action?
Back then, you strongly believe
Miracle's happens, you still CAN if only you believe and have faith

- taken & adapted from Adcom

Game

Out of the game
Not in my game no more
Your the new Marshall
Creating your own game plan

Make your rules thats the 1st step of the play
Above all rule always remember that safety rules
Dice not with your rules
Stand your ground

Every game is running the same platform
Both Fun and Danger is around the corner
It can be deceiving, it can be simple
Be careful of trolls and jokers and don't go game over


When you hear the sound of trumpets
During the rise of the sun
Clouds dazzling white like candy floss
A picture perfect scene you`ll find.

You`ll then know
The game has come to an end
And you`ll forget the game
Along with everything else....

1. 2. 3.....

Woke up with bloodshot eyes,
So here I go and there you went
With all the brilliant things I said
I just have the reasons and don't have the time
I gotta get away, find something to do
Everything I hear, everything I do reminds me of you

Still counting and counting the days pass
Still counting and counting the days left
Beautiful creature learn to grow ur wings
Show me your metal and rise like never before
Shall be watching from afar

Day one, was no fun
Day two, i hated me
By day three I wish I was away
Day four, five and six, my mind was blank
Day seven, this is hell. this is hell
I gotta get away, and find something to do