Sunrise

Look and see, the sun rise in front of the river
Will light the world,
But this light is not for those men, still lost in black all shadow,
Wont you help me to believe that they will see,
A day.. A Brighter day.. 
When all the shadows will fade away
That day I cry that I believe,
Oh my love 
High above us
The sun now embrace us nature
and from nature we should learn 
that all can start again
As the stars must fade away
to give a bright new day.....

Good Bye

When tomorrow comes
We will won't be able to meet each other for some time
But we won't ever forget you
Im just a little scared when we each walk our own path
If only there is someone you care and love by accompanying you by your side
So that's why, no matter how lonely
and how many tear drops on the lonely nights
All you have to do is recall back carefully and you will know that I am still here
Goodbye to you, Good bye
Till our path cross again, on that day
Our good bye's are just temporaray, only temporary
Goodbye to you
We will definitely see each other again
We will always be waiting for you at the start
Until we meet again
The memories we spend together
I will take these memories and continue my journey
And when I have lost my way, I just have to think of your smiling face
All I have to do is just think of you and it will give me the courage to continue moving forward
So that's why, compared to "goodbyes"
What I want to say even more is "thank you"
Other than giving me hope you gave me strength
so Good bye
Until our path cross again
Saying good bye is just temporary.. just temporary

"goodbye" is not a word to say when we depart, but a promise that we will meet again
so that is why.. goodbye.. we will definitely meet again

MNS # ?

time passes by, I find myself falling into deep thoughts..

I tried to take life as it is, being liquid and flowing into shapes of environment,

constantly finding a remedy perhaps a recipe to unlock the deepest mystery known to myself,

it scares me so much that I am actually in control of my life.

there isn't a hand manual to a bountiful meaningful life and amazingly there isn't any available

Numerous people has tried making these manual or handbook to a so called "LIFE" according to their definition and interpretation... but really why follow their footsteps?

Everyone is tailored uniquely.  Everyone has their own aspiration and we humans are made up of a series complex emotions which made us all one of a kind.  So complex that till this very day scientist is still uncovering the mysteries of our brain.  I guess we just have to go with the flow and find our own respective calling and above all have faith in ourselves.  

With this, it brings me back to me another question.  What is your calling?  What is my calling?

having fun is and enjoying life is what I do best.. but in order to make them come true I have to work hard for those paper which we regard to as - money.

Its about time I draft a course of direction.  I am tired of being liquid .. flowing into objects and shapes accordingly.  I have huge dreams.  Its a really expensive dream .. and I intend to make them into reality.  So whats the plan like?  I need an enlightenment .. 

Knowing what you want is easy.  But knowing how to get what you want is a real pain the ass.