the end of a road and a beginning of another

Sun was shinning brightly down, the sky is blue and the birds are flying around happily. People passing me.. I smiled and observe my environmnet. I can see the ice cream seller selling ice creams to children which happily licking on this beautiful day. The flowers are full bloomed. People from all walks of life on the street. A moment of silence, as i slowly came to realize I have just finished my last exam. I finished my studies.. I was feeling both happy and sad. Amazing? Unique!

God knows what im feeling. I want to shout for joy and cry with pain. Make sense? I bet it doenst... goodness. i dont know what im typing now. Tell you what.. im just going to type everything that i feel like typing. So.. this may not make any sense to you. i apologise for that.

I saw an e-mail, a mail from home, i was touched by the effort of my loved ones. I will do all my best to make your effort worth while. Happy because i have finish my studies.. sad because im going to survive on my own from now onwards. Joining the working force very soon and with gods blessing i pray i will make it big. The world is both cruel and beautiful and I intend to make my life beautiful. Make my life worth living... make it grand.
Not looking back anymore, i want to feel the beauty of life and experience things beyond imagination. Its the beginning of a journey... an adventure which only me will decide the outcome and whatever outcome i would want it will be realized. What is the key to a happy life? Have i found it? Have you found it? Has anyone found it? I despise beings for going down and dragging others with it. I despise beings that hurt my friends. I despise the cruel people on the surface of the earth.... I cant say i have been throught alot and i cant say i have been through little.
Have u ever wonder what lies beyond the horizon? what lies beyond the creation of beings? What lies beyond characters? What lies beyond success? People changes as the environment changes. It evolves and blend.. Somethings changes and somethings will always remain the same. I want to tell you that dont be stupid. I know "it" and "it" is not good, "it" is smart in deception and "it" has lost my respect. Such things are meant for human to discover only throught the hardway. Experience it and enjoy the moment.. dont fall and don get hurt.

Time passes as things begin to mutate.. technology, social, politics, economy, disease, weather. I cant help but notice the wonders of this mutation. Some for the better and most for the worst. Everything that begin must have an end. It is a law, a law that cant be denied..